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song recommendation of the week is you make it real by james morrison.

so much craziness surrounding me.
so much going on...it gets hard to breathe.
when all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me.
you make it real for me..

nice song. this song alrdy quite old..but cos ytd i was watching the movie "he's just not that into you" and this song was played. really liked it alot. and ever since, i've been addicted to it. makes me sit down quietly to listen to the lyrics...clearly. makes me feel like smiling and tearing at the same time. haha. i know i must be sounding insane now. but ya. i really do feel this way. simple and soothing tune...nice description of love..i wonder if i'll ever be able to be that good.."when all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me..." all this bring back the faith when it is lost...guess it's kind of difficult hur.

my day today? as gloomy as the weather. gloomy, cloudy, cold, and kind of windy. i m feeling emo. and tired at the same time. feel like gobbling down a tub of ice cream and den head straight to the bed. it's 2.56pm now. hope 6 pm comes asap. i really wanna go home. jeremy was trying to be encouraging, by telling me to treat everyday as a learning day. but i dunno why i have become damn sianed with here...i abit shut down my brain le. i'll promise myself to wake up with the correct mindset tml. but right now i just wanna have my ice cream and bed. back to top?

song of the day is nuan nuan by liang jing ru. yup. today when cooking dinner in kitchen, i sang the first few lines of the song..and i told chinhwa i wanna dedicate this song to him. actually this song was only for yc. but now oso can sing this for chinhwa.

都可以随便的，你说的，我都愿意去，小火车摆动的旋律。
都可以是真的，你收的，我都会相信，因为我完全信任你。

cos i always say i have 100% faith and trust in him...ya right, the next moment i complain abt how he handled the veg. i funny right. guilty! lol. think it's kind of amazing to find this kind of friend. i know he still dont trust me completely but i do. i'll wait. he give the very can trust feeling. like yancong. and ytd was his bdae. i wrote in the card that i hope we'll have many more yrs of his bdae tgt! and i really meant it.

today i was typing email to wanyi. wanna update her abt life here. then i talked abt me making lots of good friends here. my housemates. like my besties now alrdy. really. i recalled that i came here with no friends. and feeling abit scared. worried i'll be lonely and gip will be damn sian. two months passed by so quickly..and i've made real good frens. hope our friendship wont shi1 xiao4 once we land on spore. i still hope we'll able to meet up often. very soon i'll have a song for peiru and norman too!! :D

lastly, HAPPY BDAE DAJIE! so many years have passed..now nearing graduation alrdy. omg! it'll be my turn soon...argh..still have yr 4 and the dreaded fyp. back to top?