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你被寫在我的歌裡
走过的路 是一阵魔术
把所有的 好的坏的 变成我的
心里的苦 就算不记得
都化作这目光 吟唱成一首歌
而你像 流进诗里的嘈嘈水声
敲进我心门 拥抱了所有的恨
滋养了干涸 相信我能是你的
彷佛还看见昨日那张悲伤的脸庞
快乐有时候竟然辣得像一记耳光
是你提醒我 别怕去幻想
想我内心躲避惯的渴望
彷佛能看见明日两串脚印的走廊
忧伤有时候竟被你调味得像颗糖
是你抓紧我 往前去张望
望我内心夹岸群花盛放
我被写在你的眼睛里眨呀

彷佛还看见昨日那张悲伤的脸庞
快乐有时候竟然辣得像一记耳光
是你提醒我 别怕去幻想
想我内心躲避惯的渴望
彷佛能看见明日两串脚印的走廊
忧伤有时候竟被你调味得像颗糖 是你抓紧我
往前去张望 望我内心夹岸群花盛放
我被写在你的眼睛里眨呀
你被写在我的歌里面唱呀
我们被写在彼此心里爱呀 back to top?

song recommendation: 三寸天堂

停在这里不敢走下去

让悲伤无法上演
下一页 你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒绝

这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
木兰香遮不住伤

不再看 天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找 约定了的天堂
不再叹 你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光。

不再看 天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找 约定了的天堂
不再叹 你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光。
那天堂是我爱过你的地方

it has been a long time since i wrote in this blog. has been so busy lately, with all the reports, assignments, and projects to be submitted. i havent been listening to any songs, or to the radio. recently i began watching this show called bu bu jing xin. i only watched the later part of the show. if i have a chance, i'll watch this show from the beginning. feel that this song really matches the sad ending of the show. reminds me of the story of the show..and also gives me some goose pimples and sour sour sad feeling... generally, the songs in the show are quite nice.. the duet in the front of the show..and this sad song at the end of the show.. back to doing reports...next time then elaborate bahs. back to top?

exams are approaching. time flies. it seemed like i just came back from gip china a while ago and now i am in the midst of studying for my yr 4 sem 1 exams alrdy! will be my second last round of exams! and soon i'll be graduating! ok, trying to be optimistic here..but i wake up feeling like dying every morning. seriously, everyday seems like a day of exhaustion for me. i am always feeling tired..what's new? and now occasionally i fall sick and feel faint also. wanyi ask me not to get so stressed up! but i realise it has been quite some time since i last sat for exams...alrdy forgot how i am supposed to feel..wat i am supposed to do.. doesn't really matter..this does not remove any stress..i am going back to studying again... back to top?

was listening to the radio while reading some research paper on thursday. then suddenly this song came on radio and it caught my attention..

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

this week's song recommendation is 'If I Die Young' by the band perry.

cos recently my grandma health not as good. so she moved in tgt with my family. and one night, she was in pain and couldnt get up..so jie and i helped her get up. when i was holding her arm, i could feel that my fingers sinking into her wrinkly skin..nv knew how soft her flesh has become. and she told us she felt terrible...and her whole body was aching.. we couldnt really do anything to ease the pain.

i was telling my jie after that..that in future i wouldnt want to live till so old. live till so old and suffer so much. this song came along and i tried to listen carefully to what it is trying to say...sounds like some suicidal song right..

i searched online for the lyrics and the story behind it.

"We really have gotten to live and love at our young ages. 'If I Die Young,' for us, is about if it all ends at this moment, look at what we've gotten to do. Whatever time we're given will be absolutely enough as long as we make the most of it."

it's about making the most out of what we have. hope i can achieve that...and be brave when in face of the different challenges in life....

Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh


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have been quite busy for the past few days..or weeks...never really had enough rest. for a pig like me, it's out of the norm. finally got to sleep till 12 noon today! and later going for kite flying! lol. ever since i came back, life in spore now has been very different from the life i had in spore back then. think gip has really changed my perspective of life in many ways. but i realised i was carrying so many worries in my mind for the past few days.. should stop worrying and start doing right. if i cant get myself right on track i guess i'll be sinking in self mini depression..which is so not healthy! feels as if i have tremendous inertia to move..and the inertia increases as start of school term approaches. i guess life is really like a roller coaster ba...so scared and worried before the ride starts..but nxt thing you know..u're at full speed!!!

i had my first roller coaster right at Universal studios this tuesday! went with chinhwa and was so freaked out when i was on the red roller coaster. think the blue one was scarier. unlike most girls, i didnt really scream my lungs out..but i had tears flowing out! lol... that's my reaction to drops bahs.. same reaction applies for bungee jump. chinhwa thinks i m weird haha.

wanna thank peiru and norman for the awesome card! peiru really is damn creative!!! and wanna thank chinhwa for the wonderful bdae celebration...lol..the little book and the cooking~ :) back to top?

I am finally back from china. have been in singapore for almost four weeks alrdy. at first i was so excited abt being back in spore. but after awhile, i kind of miss the days in china. even though work sucks, days are tiring, and the house looked like a slum, i still miss those days! haha..weird hors.

now 就想赖着你 on rerun...and i super like the SHE song inside. so the song recommendation for the day is 爱上你 by SHE.

只有我了解 这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白 我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔 交换我 灿烂笑容
一天一天 到永远那一天

wanna dedicate these lines to chinhwa!! lol. dont even know if he'll get to read this. but i really feel very xin fu to have him in my life..thanks for always being there for me. this song really reminds me of him. and whenever i think of this, i cant help but think i'm like the luckiest girl in the world. funny right.

recently oso met up with yancong and sijie. really miss secondary sch days oso. nowadays when i walk on the streets or take train, and i see those young secondary sch students...i am so reminded of how old i am alrdy! hahax. those were the days man...when adulthood was so far from reach. and now...i am alrdy so much past 20. and it's going to be my bdae soon! back the attitude stuff..was supposed to be camping at ecp tonight. was quite qi dai cos i nv had this kind of experience before. but sijie is currently having a very bad stomachache..due to curry last night..she says she nids her house toilet and so it was cancelled. hope she gets well soon. i've had food poisoning and understands that it's terrible.

the semester is starting real soon..kind of scared i cant cope with the hectic final yr schedule. but then again, i have to face all this sooner or later. it's just a matter of time right. still those usual words...come wat may bahs. i am stronger than yesterday..definitely..lol. back to top?

was kind of emotionally unstable for the past few days..i m so overworked...and today i snapped...and my tears were out of my control..haish..i know my friends here have been trying their best to make me feel happier.. i suck. back to top?