beyond paradise

second last round of exams!

2011-11-03T22:02:00.003+08:00

exams are approaching. time flies. it seemed like i just came back from gip china a while ago and now i am in the midst of studying for my yr 4 sem 1 exams alrdy! will be my second last round of exams! and soon i'll be graduating! ok, trying to be optimistic here..but i wake up feeling like dying every morning. seriously, everyday seems like a day of exhaustion for me. i am always feeling tired..what's new? and now occasionally i fall sick and feel faint also. wanyi ask me not to get so stressed up! but i realise it has been quite some time since i last sat for exams...alrdy forgot how i am supposed to feel..wat i am supposed to do.. doesn't really matter..this does not remove any stress..i am going back to studying again...

If I Die Young by The Band Perry

2011-08-13T16:40:00.004+08:00

was listening to the radio while reading some research paper on thursday. then suddenly this song came on radio and it caught my attention..

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

this week's song recommendation is 'If I Die Young' by the band perry.

cos recently my grandma health not as good. so she moved in tgt with my family. and one night, she was in pain and couldnt get up..so jie and i helped her get up. when i was holding her arm, i could feel that my fingers sinking into her wrinkly skin..nv knew how soft her flesh has become. and she told us she felt terrible...and her whole body was aching.. we couldnt really do anything to ease the pain.

i was telling my jie after that..that in future i wouldnt want to live till so old. live till so old and suffer so much. this song came along and i tried to listen carefully to what it is trying to say...sounds like some suicidal song right..

i searched online for the lyrics and the story behind it.

"We really have gotten to live and love at our young ages. 'If I Die Young,' for us, is about if it all ends at this moment, look at what we've gotten to do. Whatever time we're given will be absolutely enough as long as we make the most of it."

it's about making the most out of what we have. hope i can achieve that...and be brave when in face of the different challenges in life....

Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

sch term coming

2011-08-06T14:12:00.003+08:00

have been quite busy for the past few days..or weeks...never really had enough rest. for a pig like me, it's out of the norm. finally got to sleep till 12 noon today! and later going for kite flying! lol. ever since i came back, life in spore now has been very different from the life i had in spore back then. think gip has really changed my perspective of life in many ways. but i realised i was carrying so many worries in my mind for the past few days.. should stop worrying and start doing right. if i cant get myself right on track i guess i'll be sinking in self mini depression..which is so not healthy! feels as if i have tremendous inertia to move..and the inertia increases as start of school term approaches. i guess life is really like a roller coaster ba...so scared and worried before the ride starts..but nxt thing you know..u're at full speed!!!

i had my first roller coaster right at Universal studios this tuesday! went with chinhwa and was so freaked out when i was on the red roller coaster. think the blue one was scarier. unlike most girls, i didnt really scream my lungs out..but i had tears flowing out! lol... that's my reaction to drops bahs.. same reaction applies for bungee jump. chinhwa thinks i m weird haha.

wanna thank peiru and norman for the awesome card! peiru really is damn creative!!! and wanna thank chinhwa for the wonderful bdae celebration...lol..the little book and the cooking~ :)

爱上你 by SHE

2011-07-22T00:20:00.005+08:00

I am finally back from china. have been in singapore for almost four weeks alrdy. at first i was so excited abt being back in spore. but after awhile, i kind of miss the days in china. even though work sucks, days are tiring, and the house looked like a slum, i still miss those days! haha..weird hors.

now 就想赖着你 on rerun...and i super like the SHE song inside. so the song recommendation for the day is 爱上你 by SHE.

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容
一天一天到永远那一天

wanna dedicate these lines to chinhwa!! lol. dont even know if he'll get to read this. but i really feel very xin fu to have him in my life..thanks for always being there for me. this song really reminds me of him. and whenever i think of this, i cant help but think i'm like the luckiest girl in the world. funny right.

recently oso met up with yancong and sijie. really miss secondary sch days oso. nowadays when i walk on the streets or take train, and i see those young secondary sch students...i am so reminded of how old i am alrdy! hahax. those were the days man...when adulthood was so far from reach. and now...i am alrdy so much past 20. and it's going to be my bdae soon! back the attitude stuff..was supposed to be camping at ecp tonight. was quite qi dai cos i nv had this kind of experience before. but sijie is currently having a very bad stomachache..due to curry last night..she says she nids her house toilet and so it was cancelled. hope she gets well soon. i've had food poisoning and understands that it's terrible.

the semester is starting real soon..kind of scared i cant cope with the hectic final yr schedule. but then again, i have to face all this sooner or later. it's just a matter of time right. still those usual words...come wat may bahs. i am stronger than yesterday..definitely..lol.

T.T

2011-05-16T15:58:00.003+08:00

was kind of emotionally unstable for the past few days..i m so overworked...and today i snapped...and my tears were out of my control..haish..i know my friends here have been trying their best to make me feel happier.. i suck.

Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat

2011-04-06T17:15:00.002+08:00

i watched glee season two episode four the day before yesterday. this episode is on duets. saw different versions of duets..girl girl duet, kurt solo duet, duet with one of the them tone deaf.. interesting. i like the asian couple duet and the lucky duet. actually i watched the lucky duet on youtube before. fag introduced that video to me. but at that point of time i still didnt find lucky an addictive or fantastic song.

but chin hwa super like this song. i dunno why. after he got the song from me, he kept singing it. haha. and i gradually got addicted to the song too. last week fag sang this song to me..and he sang both the guy and girl part as usual. haha. and recently when i watched glee, the cover version of lucky was very nice oso. so i finally decided to blog about this song..even though i still disagree with the "lucky i'm in love with my best friend"..

how lucky can u get when you're in love with your best friend. wont have best friend to turn to when you quarrel with your bf.

okies. but i like the verses of lucky. especially the ones in the second part of the song..and the flower in your hair part! now whenever i listen to the song i'll have a warm warm feeling :)

and so i'm sailing through the sea
to an island where we'll meet
you'll hear the music fill the air
i'll put a flower in your hair

through the breezes through trees
move so pretty you're all i see
as the world keeps spinning round
you hold me right here, right now

Yesterday Once More

2011-04-01T16:59:00.005+08:00

song recommendation of the week is Yesterday Once More.

super old song!! haha. all my song recommendation gets older and older. i rmb singing this song with my primary 4 class on teachers' day. we performed this song and tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree. that was so damn long ago..

when i was young i'd listen to the radio
waiting for my favourite song
when they play i'll sing along
it made me smile..
nice! i started singing this song when my age was only one digit. cos pa bought the carpenters selection cd frm readers digest when i was very little. and then performed it when i was ten with my class. and now i've passed my teens and am still loving this song..i declared today my holiday..my break from all the gip craziness. felt relaxed at last. but still tired. cos i was so occupied doing all the stuff i wanna do and hadnt rest! lol. i am listening to radio now. my favourite radio station 987! it's the muttons show now. super long nv listen to them le. most of the songs played on the radio are new to me now..it has been ages since i last listened to 987.

starting to imagine myself in many many years time..when i m old and wrinkled...and sitting on the rocking chair. wonder how i'll feel when i listen to yesterday once more.. haha..

You Make It Real by James Morrison

2011-03-14T14:44:00.003+08:00

song recommendation of the week is you make it real by james morrison.

so much craziness surrounding me.
so much going on...it gets hard to breathe.
when all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me.
you make it real for me..

nice song. this song alrdy quite old..but cos ytd i was watching the movie "he's just not that into you" and this song was played. really liked it alot. and ever since, i've been addicted to it. makes me sit down quietly to listen to the lyrics...clearly. makes me feel like smiling and tearing at the same time. haha. i know i must be sounding insane now. but ya. i really do feel this way. simple and soothing tune...nice description of love..i wonder if i'll ever be able to be that good.."when all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me..." all this bring back the faith when it is lost...guess it's kind of difficult hur.

my day today? as gloomy as the weather. gloomy, cloudy, cold, and kind of windy. i m feeling emo. and tired at the same time. feel like gobbling down a tub of ice cream and den head straight to the bed. it's 2.56pm now. hope 6 pm comes asap. i really wanna go home. jeremy was trying to be encouraging, by telling me to treat everyday as a learning day. but i dunno why i have become damn sianed with here...i abit shut down my brain le. i'll promise myself to wake up with the correct mindset tml. but right now i just wanna have my ice cream and bed.

暖暖 by fish leong

2011-03-10T22:40:00.002+08:00

song of the day is nuan nuan by liang jing ru. yup. today when cooking dinner in kitchen, i sang the first few lines of the song..and i told chinhwa i wanna dedicate this song to him. actually this song was only for yc. but now oso can sing this for chinhwa.

都可以随便的，你说的，我都愿意去，小火车摆动的旋律。
都可以是真的，你收的，我都会相信，因为我完全信任你。

cos i always say i have 100% faith and trust in him...ya right, the next moment i complain abt how he handled the veg. i funny right. guilty! lol. think it's kind of amazing to find this kind of friend. i know he still dont trust me completely but i do. i'll wait. he give the very can trust feeling. like yancong. and ytd was his bdae. i wrote in the card that i hope we'll have many more yrs of his bdae tgt! and i really meant it.

today i was typing email to wanyi. wanna update her abt life here. then i talked abt me making lots of good friends here. my housemates. like my besties now alrdy. really. i recalled that i came here with no friends. and feeling abit scared. worried i'll be lonely and gip will be damn sian. two months passed by so quickly..and i've made real good frens. hope our friendship wont shi1 xiao4 once we land on spore. i still hope we'll able to meet up often. very soon i'll have a song for peiru and norman too!! :D

lastly, HAPPY BDAE DAJIE! so many years have passed..now nearing graduation alrdy. omg! it'll be my turn soon...argh..still have yr 4 and the dreaded fyp.

v day aftermath

2011-02-15T11:16:00.005+08:00

message to my dearest bff!!!:
i finally got to hear the song. i didnt manage to download the songs but there's this [play audio] option! woots. i played the second song first. den i went like "omg!". cos i managed to guess that one correctly. i was guessing either qing fei de yi or true last night. HAHA. anyway, i super like TRUE. and esp now it's by YOUU. lol. really really damn love it. then the second song oso nice. but i like the first one better haha. i know you put in alot of effort in it. THANK YOU. beng said you are talented. lol. i told him can learn from you! lol.

ytd was v day right. peiru was kind of emo in the morning. so chin hua and i decided to buy her flower to cheer her up. end up both peiru and norman also prepared v day presents for us! so i got flower, chocolates and cards on v day this year. my housemates are so cute! haha.

fag's bday and v day

2011-02-14T14:59:00.003+08:00

yet another day of forced slacking. so decided to come blog again. woots. think if this goes on my blog will be alive again. damn sian! today i tried to do some reading up.. wanna know more about the terms related to my job. woa, i am really becoming more and more nerdy. but i am really feeling very sleepy. insomnia last night. miracle. den i became damn hungry by 1 plus am. but i so scared i dont dare to go out of my room. yesen happened to go toilet after a while..the moment i heard someone opening the door, i rushed out. haha. lights on. not as scared anymore. then i ate two puffs before going back to sleep. woke up at 2 plus am again, cos peiru woke up to go toilet. she was having a bad stomachache lors. woke up at around 4 plus and 6 plus again. and i could dream oso..zai right. was running a marathon in my dream...wa...so whole night was damn tiring. i need to go home sleep!

and today is valentine's day.. and also fag's bday! first time overseas when it's fag's bday. i called him at midnight to wish him happy bday. but di call through at exactly 00:00. dunno why cannot call using my china number. then i ran over to the guys' room to ask chin hua to lend me his hp. but oso cannot call. peiru suggested change to spore line. so i quickly dug out my spore sim card from my wallet, insert it into the hp and started dialing the numbers. super long nv dial this string of numbers already!! the first thing fag said was "u siao ah!". lol. i quickly sung him the bday song and said whatever i wanted to say. damn hasty la. no choice, long distance call mahs. den he also quickly said and sang happy v day to me and we hung up. lol. funny shit.

had a great day ytd!! it snowed..more heavily than the first snow fall. chinhua, yesen and i went out to walk walk. we took train and randomly chose to alight at mu dan yuan. i had so much fun climbing slopes and running around. haha. i think too long at home or slacking at office very bored. makes me moody. even though the snow is very cold, i had so much fun trying to make snowball blabla..it was really painful for the hands oso. my hands cui alrdy! oh, and it;s the first time i am going out with yesen. actually there are lots of things that i gotta learn frm yesen. he was telling us how to keep our hands warm, how to make snowballs etc. little tips on how to handle and enjoy this cold cold winter :) we took lots of fotos. nice!!

Enchanted by taylor swift

2011-02-12T14:17:00.003+08:00

woa..my last entry was about mugging and exams. right now i'm already 5 weeks into GIP. it's saturday today and i am sitting at my office table..slacking. msn-ing, fb-ing, blogging. ra. boring. and chin hua is so glued to his computer screen and is lagging in response to any question i post to him. right.

today is the first day of work after my long cny break. we toured suzhou and shanghai for our cny trip. it was a fun, exciting and fruitful trip haha. i made a lot of frens..cos we had the chance to stay over at three different houses..first was laika's house, den jianxue's, den joyce's..haha..it was great knowing them. we just skyped the shanghai pple last night..haha. they so cute..showed us all the food they were eating..and qi yuan even danced...

we spent day 1 in shanghai.. shanghai crowd really more rowdy than beijing pple. they just bump into u...so i kept experiencing the brownian motion thingy...reminds me of xin hui. laika was our guide and we stayed over at her house. she's a really nice girl..independent and cute at the same time!! peiru kept saying she damn like her. lol.

we took a train to suzhou the following day. suzhou is really very pretty. heard hangzhou prettier..would go there if i have a chance..we spent day 2 touring some water town place...the night scene was really pretty. we hired a guide in suzhou at the tiger hill the next day...and she told us lots of stories...that day i really had an overdose of history lessons..but it was great gaining more knowledge..haha..suddenly i become so nerdy!!! the silk factory was boring. i told my fren i was really sleepy.. all i see was beds, bedsheets, blankets and pillow cases...how can i not be sleepy!! lol... we oso went ding yuan...liu bo wen's house. went to a temple and get a qian. it was a shang qian. thank god.

the suzhou house was nicest oso..i like the interior design..japanese influence can be spotted in the house lor...like the bed layout..the lights...nice! and i got to ride on jian xue's scooter!!! woot! havent got the foto yet. ah mei was be damn jealous hahaha. evil.

after the two days in suzhou, we went back to shanghai..blablabla...and we htht throughout the night before our 7am train ride back to beijing..so we din slp at all.. but in the end we missed our train!!! cos we went to the wrong station haha. funny mistake. den my fren was saying that my wish was granted. cos the previous night i was hoping locking arms with peiru and laika and hoping that we'll have one more day at shanghai. lol. we managed to change our tix to the nxt day same timing without extra charges. haha... the moment we go back to the shanghai house again..we went 'supplies supplies' and dey all quite stunned. haha.. wat a joke.

now alrdy 5 weeks into gip le...but it seems like i have been here for very very very long alrdy. dunno why. it snowed this week. norman woke up and saw snow..and den he started waking everyone else up. and i was damn excited. to see snow for the first time in my life. den i went back to sleep. i had sore throat and headache that day...but i forced myself to get out of the house in the afternoon..

think snow is the best remedy for headache. serious. the moment i see snow...i was so damn excited and wanted to make snowman...with my bare hands. omg! damn painful. and we had snow fight. it was damn fun. haha. now i m back at work..damn slack. argh...sians... i super long nv listen to radio le. no new song recommendations.. yc jus recommended me a new song by taylor swift. it's called ENCHANTED. cute lyrics. the kind that makes u smile when you're listening to it. enchanted. but me still not addicted to it haha... fearless still the best. dunno why i tend to sing alot in the beijing house.. all my nonsense songs start to come out. jus now jason was telling me he feel damn sian..cos very long nv play music...he wanna buy a recorder or something.. true leh.. too long nv play music i feel damn weird!!! i wonder how's my violin. skali alrdy became a mushroom farm alrdy lol.

i was kind of homesick this week..the night after the long train ride back beijing and before it snowed... dunno why. but ya. i went on fb and started looking at my photos.. all those photos of me and my family. kind of emo. and i started replaying those recordings that yc sent me. and i was online till quite late into the night. and at around 3plus am..sijie came online. i die die oso wanted to skype with her. yup. and we talked till around 4am. i heard that was oso the time when it started to snow..but it was too dark outside..and how the hell would i think of looking out of the window. liddat lor... start to wonder how is everyone coping without me.. how is the room with a gap between dajie and ah mei's bed. and me not at home, ma can cook her pork all she want. and pa wont have to be scared of my bad temper when i am studying haha. heard pa is sick and mei has a new bf now. hope everyone would be fine and healthy!!! really worried for ah mei! sigh..

Waiting Outside the Lines by Greyson Chance

2010-12-18T19:31:00.002+08:00

the long and torturous exam period is ending soon. finally! one more paper to go. the dreadful fictional film elective..argh. hope can pass. i m becoming like a zombie. i need this to end soon. every night i have difficulties sleeping even though i am really dead tired from all the mugging. insomnia drives me crazy.

mugging = radio all day long. this sem my mugging sessions are kind of different. usually i mug myself in the room. like all caved up. this time i mug with my jie. and we'll set up the radio with our staple and zambuk formation haha. and it is 987 all day long!! huhu. my favourite radio station. and we eat non stop. really non stop. ten million tea breaks we have everyday. we are fattening up ourselves like crazy lol. and i got an ulcer when i accidentally bit myself while eating bun. it is taking forever to heal cos as i have mentioned earlier..i m a sick zombie. body not functioning well anymore!

song recommendation of the week: WAITING OUTSIDE THE LINES by greyson chance

like this song when it first came on radio!! so nice. like the lyrics, the music, and the strength of the voice. and i didnt know that it was sung by a little boy until the dj mentioned something abt comparing this singer with justin bieber. omg! i was like..really?! anyway, in my opinion, he is not another justin bieber. i like his song! inspiring. here is a cut frm the song lyrics:

You'll never enjoy your life
living inside the box
you're so afraid of taking chances
how you gonna reach the top?

rules and regulations
force you to play it safe
get rid of all the hesitation
now it s time for you to seize the day

instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
you gotta let your feet off the ground
the time is now

okies. nice! back to my mugging~

last day of the semester!!

2010-12-03T13:48:00.002+08:00

hurray! it is finally last day of year 3 sem 1!! gip here i come! haha..exams seem so near yet so far. 7 more days to my first paper. and 17 more days to end of exams! woohoo!

so here is an overview of how yr 3 sem 1 ended..

-couldnt wake up in the morning..as usual..and my mum nagged at me like crazy until she gave up and left for the market
-went school for a 3hour lab session..but it ended after 1 plus hours. and i completed it with the help of a few lab assistants haha.
-ate mac breakfast with junhui!! yeas! and went through ee3003 with wanyi. cui.
-get my tutorials back from zanyan. walked home.

huhu! and here i m..BLOGGING! i watched harry potter on wednesday with bong and fag. ya. really horror. it was scary throughout the movie..seriously. and i had nightmare last night. wadde! since when am i so weak. anyways, it was a great day with meichen fag and bong. love yall lots! gonna buy the boys pencil cases...soon..lol.

Sweet Serendipity by lee dewyze

2010-11-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

argh. i havent been writing blog entries. lol. blog is back to dead mode.

song recommendation of the week: Sweet Serendipity by lee dewyze

this song is nice. i like it whenever it comes onto the radio. but not as addictive as other songs i have mentioned previously. he sounds like chris daughtry.. think i have the tendency to like this kind of voice haha. manly voice! lol. extract from the song lyrics below:

I just want to be strong
At the end of the road
I don’t want to hold on
I want the strength to let go

okies. exams are nearing!! haish. and for some pple it is alrdy over. OMG. haish. life is great and screwed at the same time. seriously. i havent catch up with all the school work and exams are coming real soon. so i m screwed. but life is great as well. as long as i get to eat and slp and have frens and family that care for me heehee!

ytd i was stuck in sch for a few hours!! dots. studying in sch is kind of addictive i guess. recently i have been studying at some north spine bench in sch. and ytd it began to rain shortly after i started my mugging session. actually intended to study awhile onli. junhui left after a while. den i stayed behind cos it began to rain. and the rain didnt stop. i studied around 230pm till 6 plus...and even after 6plus the rain din stop. when it rains, me and jie will be screwed up. walk home oso wet..take bus oso wet. haish. dots. my tian. but i fed up alrdy. mug for so long my brain saturated. gotta head home for my BED! lol. i end up getting half wet though i took bus home.

The Only Exception by paramore

2010-11-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

it has been so long since i last blogged. days passed really fast. cant believe now alrdy pass recess week..and this week is e learning week. some sort of a second recess week to me..even though i still have to go back to sch everyday except for friday.

song recommendation of the day would be (drum roll*): THE ONLY EXCEPTION by paramore

the song is quite old. but recently i heard the glee's version of it. both versions are really nice. and for a few nights my mind kept playing these few lines>>> "you are the only exception..and i'm on my way to believing.."

the song tells the story of this girl who didnt believe in love..but opened up eventually cos of this special someone that came into her life. really liked the way the song and lyrics shape this whole thing..

2010-09-30T13:52:00.001+08:00

no strength to move on anymore.... ponned lessons today....

Just the way you are by bruno mars

2010-09-28T14:21:00.003+08:00

Song recommendation:

JUST THE WAY YOU ARE by bruno mars!!

so nice!! "oh you know you know you know i'd never ask you to change..if perfect is what you're searching for then just stay the same.." so heartwarming :)

i am becoming a girl of few words. goes to show how "exciting" school life has been for me. school sucks. i drag myself out of bed every morning..drag my feet to school every morning..i wonder who bounces to school. pple in buses on bumpy roads? i guess only late pple tend to bounce out of bed and run to school. but nowadays even when i m late..i can still take my time..enjoy my bread and coffee..den stroll/drag myself to school.. i realise "good morning" msges do help brighten the start of some pple's day. while "nitex" or "sweet dreams" msges seem less helpful to me.

pea brain

2010-09-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

i am dumb. a person without insights...unable to give constructive comments..and of ultimate useless randomness. fits the nickname --> pea brain.

busy!!

2010-09-21T13:56:00.002+08:00

it has been quite some time since i updated my blog. probably cos school started and sch life isnt the same as temp staff life. have lesser time online..lesser time to stop and think..reflect...lesser time to listen to songs too! ok..gotta start my mugging now..before tuition!!

no song recommendation at the moment..

True by Ryan Cabrera

2010-08-25T19:40:00.000+08:00

song of the week: TRUE by Ryan Cabrera

so niceeeee! makes my hair stand. soothing voice and guitar. love this combi! seriously think this song is fantastic. but his other songs so so onli. haha. check it out!

i finally corrected the time settings. work ended. finally. i was kinda happy and sad at the same time last friday. it's like..mixed feelings! i have been looking forward to end of work..but my colleagues have been great..and nice to me. so it s kind of hard to say goodbye! and i went out with yc and hongern to holland v that friday hahas. it was great too. i really missed the good old days. time flies hur. and i m still small lol.

my blog is so not updated. i havent had a chance to tok abt pure blood outings. went marina barrage to picnic plus watch fireworks with the pure blood pple. kites are so cool! wanna buy/make one and go fly it at marina barrage someday too! the sky was so occupied with dark clouds and we were so worried that it would rain. anyways, the kites looked as if they were swimming in the dark dark ocean. so cool!! especially the gigantic octopus kite. there was frequent display of fireworks..and crazy bombardment of ghost stories! and i suffered frm post ghost story trauma for a few days. some of us had bak kut teh for supper after that. first time eating pig's kidney haha.

then there was the ubin cycling outing. first time me organising. all thanks to su san and szejie etc...if not i wouldnt have a single idea wat to do. and thank God it didnt rain and no serious injuries and watsoever. heng ar! haha. we cycled to chek jawa and the quarry. heehee..and tried out the echo thingy at the quarry. so coool!!!! me noob lol. but the whole ubin thing was fun..even tho it s really tiring. i have been suffering frm headache ever since..haish. and today i lao sai-ed for a few times..my shit is like mud soup. maybe i overworked my digestive system. too much food intake recently. and all the food becomes shit. too much work done and therefore system breaks down. now it produces mud soup. i am so disgusting!! i know haha.

I am 21!

2010-08-13T07:49:00.001+08:00

oh i forgot the most important event of the month. I AM TWENTY ONE!! this year's bdae is really different. duh. i wanna write whatever that happened but too lazy haha. guess it's kind of too late now. all the excitement is gone. i wrote a super long email to sijie. typing too many words can get a bit tiring sometimes haha.

wanted to blog almost every week and note down the songs i like. but recently i havent been listening to radio..=> not listening to new songs. have been listening to songs from three doors down (Here Without YOUUU!!), bon jovi (I'll be there for you), taylor swift and blablabla...

i am ending work soon. six more working days including today. work is tiring. going to work is tiring too. sometimes i think i am really asking for it. becos i am dumb enough not to make sure i sleep early enough so that i have enough energy to last me through the day. and i am so money faced that i agreed to extend my work till i have only one week of holidays to enjoy and relax. but then again, if i had two weeks, i might not appreciate and start to feel tired and sick of slacking. weird me. zong tang most hardworking. he had IA. then the company offered him an extension. and he's working till end of holidays..and starting school straightaway.

tonight still have tuition! i am tired. i feel like slipping into a deep deep sleep..like sleeping beauty! tml tuition oso. and after that going for og dinner. i havent even applied for gip. havent had time and mood and sit down and think how to fill the application form =T

Fearless by Taylor Swift

2010-07-31T23:40:00.002+08:00

song recommendation of the week...

FEARLESS by taylor swift

i have been listening to this song again and again for at least three days!! i noe i m crazy..i m mad. and plus..this song is not new at all. but i happened to hear it on 987 on fine day this week..to be exact..beginning of this week. and BOOM. i was addicted to it for the next few days. it is very very very addictive! "cos i dunno how it gets better than this..you take my hand drag me head first fearless.." :)

makes me very happy when i listen to it in the morning when at work..and drinking my cup of hot hot coffee. it's really very cold in the morning. especially on the trains. i take three trains in the morning. the green, red, and circle lines one. by the time i reach circle line i am already freezing to death. and i am already wearing my jacket! office is damn cold too. so hot coffee makes it better. and i love the hand dryer. if only i could hug it all day long. i learnt that hand dryers are full of bacteria quite long ago. so i always dont use it. but...ever since i started working at the concourse.. the temperature is so unbearable that i start to like the hand dryer. it warms my hand and makes me smile LOL. guess it warms my heart too!

i know i have lots of loose screws up there le. work drives me crazy. and songs and coffee and nice colleagues made waking up so early every weekday less dreadful. and there's msn..my source of distraction. but i oso cant do without it once i started using it during office hours. tend to multi task. time pass more quickly liddat. i practically talk to yc everyday on msn. too bad this week is his last week. no more chatting buddy for me! maybe will concentrate more for the nxt 14 days before i end work.

i went on my "out of office mission 2" on thursday. i should really start on my Chronicles of Out-of-Office Mission soon. everytime i go out of office to run some errand, i ll have a story to tell. i dont find it a chore at all. i think it s relli a great "learning" experience everytime i get to do this kind of favour for my supervisor. lol. more like some learn frm mistakes or malu-ness experience haha. and i can also start writing my Chronicles of Dorance in the Toilet... now abit no time haha.

oh, my colleagues and i went had lunch at some korean restaurant at suntec on friday. my birthday treat!! i was so so so happy and touched. they're so nice to me! happy happy. my first time eating at a korean restaurant. i ordered a set lunch which consists of soy bean paste soup (with prawn, mussel, sotong, cucumber, lots of toufu), marinated pork, rice, watermelon. i learnt that korean restaurants provide free flow of side dishes. conclusion was---> korean food dont suit me at all. i dont hate or dislike it. just will not put it as my top three choices. cos i cant take spicy. the marinated pork was spicy. the soup was spicy. i still can tahan la..but no good for my tastebuds. hot hot hot hot! i like the metal spoon and chopsticks..even though the chopsticks tend to slip off my fingers haha. tho i said korean food and me is a nono, i didnt regret eating at that restaurant. relli a whole new different eating experience :) no longer a noob at that lol.

now it s alrdy 12.05 am. way pass my bedtime! zzz. to be continued...haha.

2010-07-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

my blogging sucks. i tend to type a whole chunk of paragraph and after that highlight all the words and press the delete button. these days have been gloomy. gloomy gloomy gloomy. our greatgrandma passed away. the songs in my head are vanilla twilight by owl city and the ah gong ah ma song by lin jun jie.

If It's Love by Train

2010-06-20T23:55:00.001+08:00

song recommendation of the week...

IF IT'S LOVE by Train

it's damn nice..seriously...love the tune and the lyrics but yc thinks otherwise. i think it's great. cute and nice and makes me feel happier. check out drops of jupiter by train too..it's even better though it s a super super old song.

i tend to have song addiction...some song addiction i had in the past were:
teardrops on my guitar by taylor swift
love story by taylor swift
bubbly by colbie
falling for you by colbie
everything by michael buble
kissing you by miranda cosgrove
drops of jupiter by train
over you by chris daughtry
unwell by matchbox 20
the show by lenka

the list goes on..some were relli a lot more addictive than the others...haha..like everything and kissing you..i can play it over and over and over again...

now for some updates..

ASG was last week.. it's over. i guess i ll miss some pple. especially my stand partner tram. i ll definitely miss her! she's going back vietnam soon..to reunite with her family and frens...getting married soon oso...dont think will make any plans to come back spore.

and even though my violin skills are so shitty..i guess i still like playing violin after all. not giving up so easily. n den my dear clarinet. i went to sparkswind concert this friday and i relli miss the days when i played clarinet. love the sound...lots!

too late into the night alrdy. gotta work tml! hope i become smarter, more competent, less forgetful and less blur. :)

2010-05-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

omg my blog is like as good as dead. i wonder if anyone comes by and read this. it has been ten million yrs since i last updated this blog...my previous post is still about the second day of sch..now i m like...going third yr alrdy!

listening to today was a fairy tale by taylor swift on 987 fm. i m still a listener of 987fm. i can say that today is a miracle since i've decided to start typing an entry for my blog. shall have some updates...

sijie's still in malaysia studying...katrina's in us studying..yancong is "working" in some company at yishun..darrel's coming back frm taiwan! i am slacking away..it's holidays for me! yup..if everything goes well i'll be working in some office frm monday onwards. meiling and i went on some job search this week. cynthia is overseas...somewhere...cos of work and travel..she'll only be back in aug and will miss all our birthdays! i guess the saddest person of all would be mingxuan. oh, cynthia and mingxuan are tgt liaos. oh my, how time flies...i can picture myself attending their wedding soon lol.

kua zhang. but it's quite true actually..i've been reading this book called SINGLETINI (by amanda trimble)..funny book..it relli made me realise how time flies. like POOF...soon i'll be 25yrs old too..like the girl in the book. and i hope i'll get the chance to be part of my best fren's wedding like her...hahs, gan chu liang duo.

oh i love howl's moving castle. it's relli relli relli damn nice. a "should watch" movie! seriously. i like sophie's courage. and i oso like howl and his green ear rings! bling bling! lol. i like the promise of the world. i wonder why the song is so sad when the ending is happy..

2009-01-06T14:58:00.000+08:00

today is the second day of school. actually i dont noe wat to write..i think i gotta take some time before i adapt to school life again..i feel sleepy! luckily this week is a slack week.

i was kind of happy yesterday. katrina came to crash our lecture. the happy part was when we ate cheese fries. she said she had craving for KFC cheese fries. US KFC dont have cheese fries. yup. i ate one set and she ate two! i myself oso v long time nv eat le. i rmbed tat time when we had shaker fries at beauty world macdonalds. katrina din noe wat shaker fries was..and was quite amazed when i showed her the add powder shake shake shake in bag procedure. lol. so funny.

ok, i nid to zzz!

end of first semester in uni!

2008-11-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

my blog is so dead. i henceforth shall revive it right at this moment lol. i am finally free from exams! i dread exams and having to study for them. i couldnt relli eat and sleep properly for the past week. now that it's finally over. i am so happy! haha.

i spent my day at sijie's house on friday. it has been such a long time since i last visited. i cant rmb when. but i recalled we used to go to her house for ipw..isit? integrated project work ar..i cant relli rmb wat the subject was called. that time we had to come up with some tour package and i myself dont relli rmb wat we planned as well. haha, so damn long ago. oh, i got to eat her version of rui cha. nice nice.

went back to sch on saturday. so happy! to see dr lee and all other fellow band mates. it was such a coincidence dat so many of us went back. even the seniors happened to be in sch too and i met my fake papa. lol. haha. and i v v v v v long time nv eat subway tgt with meiling they all le, especially meiling. for once i forgot wat sauce she used to order =p. bleahx. the feeling was great. toking to meiling xinyan renard they all abt random stuff. and dr lee came to say a few words to me when we were looking at the photos of the overseas trip. lol. i guess i relli missed everyone's company and nonsense. oh and samuel told me he knows zhanwen and they said bad stuff abt me to each other! lol. i am so glad that i went back on saturday. suddenly my memories were sort of relived...

and i went to watch a concert on sunday. reminded me of the aiden meiken high sch band concert which was so so so damn fantastic. i relli relli enjoyed the concert that they put up earlier this yr. and their deep purple medly was like a WOA. lol. the sunday's concert was good, i liked the part especially when he played the piano and sang songs that the audience chose. lol.

oh, check this out----> threads of love. i relli relli relli love this song! can imagine a ballerina dancing gracefully as the music plays. and that each step she takes suggests happiness. so light and wonderful. lol. makes me happy.

2008-10-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

here to update my blog. it's finally thursday! seems like my weekend starts on thursdays because i dont have any tutorial the next day. life in university can be interesting and yet tiring and stressful at the same time. the pace is much faster and subjects like computing and physics can kill. math is getting harder too. and i spent hours in front of the computer screen doing some stupid lab report that relli worn me out.

going alumni prac this saturday and i m relli excited about it ahahaha. get to play clarinet again!!!

rv2008

2008-07-12T11:41:00.000+08:00

these are some photos of our one day rv tour...the rest of the fotos are on facebook. :)

2008-06-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

haha! beautiful sunday!!! woaho! YMCA rocks!! i love it so so much....lol..all the running notes..think it's a super high song. this picture is taken in the changing room...see the light bulbs? lol.
[frm left: cyn, me, xin, xiaomeng, shixian]

2008-06-02T17:18:00.000+08:00

look at tat...pollution.. hot pink!

2008-05-19T13:01:00.000+08:00

life is so meaningless.

rotten

2008-05-12T00:45:00.001+08:00

i m rotting.....rotting...

2007-11-30T16:38:00.000+08:00

after a lvls! actually not dat exciting after all. jus dat i dun nid to be at mi notes. i love typing in blue! blue rocks.

come support mi alumni concert. sparkswind 29dec 730 at vch. tix at $12 n $15. :) dun relli noe how to blog these days. onli noe how to promote concert. wonder if anyone wld drop by mi blog, since it has been dead or frozen for so long. i v long nv use html either, dunno how to add the 'archives' function.. -.-

wateva it is, hav a nice dae. always look on the bright side of life. lol. random shit.

2007-05-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

it's already 16 may! hadnt had time to talk abt april muse...rite after that was syf period..was so busy..n now, syf is over! mi second and oso mi last syf. n we got gold wif honours!! lol. it's like how many days after le [less than a week], but i m still so so happy..two yrs ago i blogged abt mi feelings after syf too..guess time reli flies..zoom zoom zoom..n now i feel so old le..holidays are coming! n band camp too! and i hope i'll hav more slping hours!

some snapshots in sch

2007-02-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

haha. this is me in the schools locker. dominic was trying to squeeze himself in. den i happen to walk pass. so i gave it a try n they took a foto of it.

so pple, if anything happens to u nxt time, jus hide in our schs locker!

and this foto is taken in the sch lib first lvl...the couch..blue and cosy..most suitable for 'studying'. and so i studied wif mi eyes closed soon after we took this foto.

2006-12-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

jus had mi another concert! had great fun taking fotos actually. and oso playing pieces tgt wif xinhui. here are some of the fotos dat i've taken. some rvians reunion too. hahax.

this is me xinhui and andrew!! so long nv see andrew le. din expect to see him again..

i took this foto rite after xin finished her performance.

me xin and cynthia..rv clarinets! hahax.

more of our fotos..

bala song and me. too bad bong nv join band. if not he ll be in this foto. some 4b band members reunion.

rv reunion.

mi bizet clarinet section. cool section foto.

this is the gal sitting beside me..

this is me n mx.

2006-12-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

hellox. here to update mi blog. jus finish concert. it was great. had lots of fun wif mi band frens these few weeks, wif band camp, practices n everythiing.. here are some fotos taken on the 2nd nite of the concert.

2006-10-15T17:54:00.000+08:00

LIGHTS CAMERA ACTION!

acjc combined concert with the acsi and acsib bands!whens: 30 nov & 1 dec 06 (thursday & friday), 7.30pmwhere: acsib perfoming arts centre (the new one!)what: famous movie themes that YOU (yes you!) love to hear! familiar tunes from movies like the incredibles, jurassic park, superman, star wars, robin hood: prince of thieves, ET, harry potter, prince of egypt, the little mermaid, and many more!tickets @ $10, free seating get your tickets from acjc and acsi band members TODAY!

2006-10-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

hellox..finally all the exams are over..time for me to go back to mi pigging times!

2006-09-04T00:05:00.000+08:00

wa.. so long nv blog le. actually now oso dunno wat to write. totally lost the habit of blogging.
already september and end of year coming soon. and the most dreaded promos is around the corner. wat exactly have i done this yr. time passes so quickly dat i relli cant figure out wat i m doing..

went back to sec sch the day before teachers dae. met choy. she forgot abt me. i was quite sadded. cos i still rmbed how she cried during grad day and how we hugged..thinking how much i would miss everybody.. haix. guess life's liddat.

lee shook hands wif me. reminds me of the scary phy days. think chan still rmbed us. mrs lim and lam wan left early. vj still rmbed me..ss hist under her was quite enjoyable actually. i can still recall dat she cant pronounce jiesi but can pronounce sijie and dat she used red as bg in her china slide show.

time to sleep again..have been slping away mi whole afternoon. now i hav to go sleep again..hope mi future days will be happier and all mi unhappiness will all be washed away..

2006-07-08T21:14:00.000+08:00

todaes hui khangs bdae. tml is mxs bdae.. happy bdae.. this month got so many pples bdae. got one pri schs fren bdae jus passed..wanted to wish her happy bdae..but i realised i completely lost touch wif her.. i dun hav any of her contacts..haish..

this month bdae kids include mi ex section mate xin hui, two of mi pri sch frens rui fen n qiuju, mi dear ah mei, four current section mates huikhang paul ming xuan meiling and mi classmate katrina... and mi best fren sijie...

2006-07-01T17:09:00.000+08:00

heys. i m back frm sydney...actually relli nuthing to write abt...but i mus relli thank meiling and cynthia for being such good room mates and for taking care of all mi needs..lol..i admit i m lazy pig..

actually i went rv ytd. yupx. the new building.. so big. wan to go toilet oso difficult. oh ya. kana tricked by those juniors and got myself wet. ms chan was sick..den we tok to her for awhile..den later we played some old songs. oh ya, the we is me cyn and xin...todae is xin huis bdae. happy bdae xinhui!!

2006-06-17T00:32:00.000+08:00

hello. i m here back again. ytd was our band concert. i dunno. but i felt good abt it.. but this is the last concert we are going to have wif the seniors. i relli loved mi section. it started out not lidat...until we were all like frens. dunno why.. think mi section not bad. band pple are always so good and nice...

2006-06-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

here to update. jus went for a long blog tour. this week concert week and sydney trip is coming. still have four tix to sell. sianx. save me. recently all i do is slp. worse than first three mths.

i went for the alumni band concert ytd. damn good. i enjoyed it. relli relli wished i could join. cyn sae we join after jc. yepx. i hope so too. wan to play under ms chan asap again! oh ya, and i missed xin hui a lot. cos i met her parents. den her mama said someting like i long time nva call her le. yupx. suddenly realised i relli long time nv keep in contact wif her. missed those times too.

and i'm getting more and more afraid i ll forget everything and all the times the section had together one dae. i relli dun wan to forget all dat happened..i love rvcb.

2006-05-30T13:59:00.000+08:00

Esmeralda
I don't know if You can hear me
Or if You're even there
I don't know if You would listen
To a gypsie's prayer
Yes, I know I'm just an outcast
I shouldn't speak to you
Still I see Your face and wonder...
Were You once an outcast too?

God help the outcasts
Hungry from birth
Show them the mercy
They don't find on earth
God help my people
We look to You still
God help the outcasts
Or nobody will

Parishioners
I ask for wealth
I ask for fame
I ask for glory to shine on my name
I ask for love I can posess
I ask for God and His angels to bless me

Esmeralda
I ask for nothing
I can get by
But I know so many
Less lucky than I
Please help my people
The poor and downtrod
I thought we all were
The children of God
God help the outcasts
Children of God

2006-04-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

this pic is from grad nite.. i noe it was like a so long ago... i finally got it in the com. ebloggy dun hav this function. so i put it in blogspot lo. attitude foto! this is ermm...the v few rare fotos we took tgt. oh ya. mi sis sae bong bian tai cos of his rite hand. lol.

did i say anything abt grad nite? lets tok abt grad nite den.. i onli rmbed mi feet v pain cos of the shoes. and sijie wore a skirt man!!!! lol.. and deanna gave me a shock of mi life. looked damn diff without specs and den her straight hair let down.

first dish.. appetiser. but i tut it looked more like grass than appetiser...den later unlike other tables, the pple at mi table all heck those dining rules la..lol..took lots of fotos dat nite and den tat was wat i rmbed. den got one game is like which table got the most pple wearing specs la..den dongri took out his spoilt specs..lol.. the sch compound fotos of classes into a slideshow...anyway our class got the least fotos.. dotx..hmmm.. how shld i end this? I MISS SEC FOUR!

a day's report

2006-03-31T20:00:00.000+08:00

here to update again. todae is fridae. best day of the week cos end damn early. swee geok left her $60 jacket in lt1 la..den pple having classes dere. so we wasted arnd 45 mins of our life waiting to go into the lt. went jp eat long john after dat. nv knew dat swee geok and wanyi are long john chilli lovers too. the last time each of us used three packets. now wanyi upgraded herself to more. lol. while the 3 of us are pro chilli, wanling uses ketchup..alot of ketchup la..lol.

later eat finish liao den wanling sae she feel sleepy, dun wan to go library at all le. wadde. so she left and the remaining of us went library to sort of study. in actual fact i think we spend most of our time gossiping and toking rubbish..after dat swee geok bro sent us home.. dats the end of mi dae.

anything else.....bong's bdae nxt week....tests next week...and i relli missd 1sd3.

and to all who cared for me... thank you v much!!

2006-03-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

sorri gals. i tut nobody wld come visit mi blog at all. hk.. update? i think i relli forgot a lot of things by now...dec...and now is march approaching april. dat means bong bdae is near.

hk..nice. i like the hike the best..although i cldnt make it..n it is filled wif monkey shit. take every step wif caution sia..hk weather first day quite cold..after dat we go see the buddha statue..v windy on top. den later go eat vegetarian meal. tok abt disney land..the minnie and mickey mouse all speak in cantonese la. dotx. i jus stare when i go watch the shows. but the space ride was damn fun..i think we took arnd three rides. den some guys took up to five. tat nite there was fireworks. v v v v nice. the best i ve eva seen..cos the fireworks are accompanied by music..

tell u abt the exchange. communication breakdown. cos the students there all speak cantonese. in the end, we were like u wan chi or eng chi or eng chi or eng. den some sae dey wan chi some sae dey wan eng. but it s v cute seeing dem pausing suddenly for a moment and discuss how to translate this particular expression into some language we understand. we oso went to watch the competition.. the champions frm three categories are competing for the top. and den the youngest grp won..den the little kids go up take the trophy..nid a few of dem to carry. haha. dey were so good..good dynamics discipline and foreva watching conductor..

incidents where we broke the rule and went to the guys' room to eat cup noodles..and kana scolded by teacher when we spoke in strange accent..and at the end a lot of us got peeling skins and i had dandruff la...and mi face was on the verge of crumbling...haha..

theres a lot of other things i think i sae le pple oso wun understand... all i rmb is i ll nv regret going this trip.

i dropped a tear

ellox..

2005-12-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since I posted anything in this blog of mine. I abandoned this blog for the grp blog, left it here so cold and icy, went one to realise that I was the only person writing in grp blog.. crapping.. Sijie's got her own blog which i don't know what's the link, Hongern too also got one.. yancong can't be bothered with blogs... hahax

soo.. i shall revive mi blog manx.. hello blog.. fine.. i m here toking to myself again. this is mi own little world...

hmmm.. today the monday, tml is tueday, the day after nxt.......HONG KONG!!! when i come back, i shall write what i see there...

end of story..

i dropped a tear

2005-06-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

hahax... i lifted the whole thing.. i downloaded it from blogskins.com one la. think i so pro mehx. the person v pro horx. i think this skin good..'i can always make u smile'. ok... mi blog a bit the not dead...hahax..

2005-06-12T11:44:00.000+08:00

hey pple. i need all ur links.. dun hav any links at all at the moment. yupx.. :)

2005-06-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

not bad. new blog skin again.. kp changing.. i can alwaes make u smile.

holidaes

2005-06-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

one new post finally.

it's holidays now..and life seemed much less tiring.. at least i get one dae off tml to replenish or recharge myself.

hahax. i finished reading the angels and demons book le. finally. now mi mind is bombarded wif all the religious and antimatter stuff..haiyo..

todae came home to finish the book. and then slept..later watch tv.. charmed new series.

yeayeayea..hahax..actually i think charm last time nicer..

sunday

2005-05-16T09:39:00.001+08:00

we go pulau ubin to cycle again can? think cycle not enuf. then we can go visit ah ma again.

today went back to slp after washing mi shoes..arnd 10 to 11..then slept till 5 and stunned myself. so late liao havent eat lunch. then v hungry lo.

haixx..tml needa go back to sch le. physics. listen to llm scold?? sianed..

pulau ubin

2005-05-14T19:32:00.000+08:00

i went pulau ubin wif jiazhen, chieh yin, mei chen, sok joo and jie si today.

sing a rainbow

2005-05-12T18:33:00.000+08:00

red
n
yellow red

pink
n
green

purple
n

orange
n

bluuuee..

i can sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow

sing a rainbow
tooooo...

last day of midyr

2005-05-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

last nite i shi mian. cldnt sleep at all. lie on the bed for abt an hr before i finally manage to fall asleep. then v tired. today woke up 20 mins earlier than usual. a bit siao.

nvm. today after exams i went ice skating. first time. hahax..i noe i so lao le still havent ice skate before. finally got the chance to skate le.

i noe i was rather walking than skating on ice. hahax..okiez. then alwaes hav the tendency to fall. i caused wen rong and sok joo to fall. =p heex. pai seh. now like...my leg got a part a bit swollen..tink becos of blueblack. but it was generally a fun experience..not including falling on my butt. anyway, i needa thank all my best friends!! hahax :D

v sleepy. why tml dun hav marking dae? then can rest one dae ma. so sian..dun feel like listening to the teacher toking in class at all lo.

when is the attitude club going to have a grp blog again har? i sorta forgot how to use ebloggy.

mid years

2005-05-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

mid years.

nvm..3 more subjects and it's over..

yea...3 more...

band rox

2005-04-23T19:45:00.000+08:00

oh ya. and i want to say I M STILL V HAPPY!! cos of the syf.. then everynite i slp. i will go..band got gold with honours lehx...

kinda miss ms chan now.. miss the days when we have combines.. =T

2005-04-23T19:35:00.000+08:00

now wat.. my blog got prob again.. why is that white white thing up there..

i got my glasses repaired le.. yea.. hahax.. i stepped on it on thurs and it was extremely distorted..got shear like..one lens up another down..glad that i dun have to change specs. v poor liao. needa save money.

and i played volleyball during pe lesson on fri and got purple milky way on my arms..wah seh... ermmm.. but actually it's quite fun. fun looking silly =p

swollen!!

2005-04-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

ya rite. it's morning liao but i still dun see any signs of recovery for my rite hand. sia la. am i going to stick with swollen and fat fingers..foreva?? :(

tuesday without cca

2005-04-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

went to sch

carpark assembly..beginning to feel that erhem sux more each day..kp bragging abt her economics..mathematics..yuck.

english lesson. mrs lim used chieh yin piece. after examining her piece then ask her if she mind..v the fei lo. she got no choice at all .

today llm angry. punished some of our class guys and made them stand outside the classroom..she long time nv use this punishment le. but duno why when she begin lesson, all her anger like vanish le.

homework homework homework..

today no cca at all. came home v early jiu slp le. no cca...like v the guai..
=T beginning to miss cca.

now my the fingers of my rite hand swell up like shit..it's like ...duno of wat odd shape le. shit. are those my fingers?

i wanna tok

2005-04-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

got a lot of homework ar. v tiring today.

woke up in the morn to find that mosquitoes went on a hunt for blood last nite. and my left eyelid got a bit swollen becos of that. hmmm..i wonder why they suck blood from such strange places. luckily not that itchy, if not ...how do i scratch?

syf over and here comes my sore throat. irritating. cant tok much at all. torture sia...i cant talk..
how can i live without toking. and i drank up to five bottles of water in sch today..went to the toilet for almost all the lessons..except physics. heex..

tats all.. jus hope that i can tok as loudly as i want as soon as possible ;p

sunday..two days after syf

2005-04-17T15:12:00.000+08:00

hahax. ya clarice. i like u. think ur instru rox. i mean our instru rox. i like the tone..got gan qing with that instru one lo..although the ribbon is of gay color, it is the one and onli instru with that ribbon..and ur name tag.
hey..i kept it there for u...some how 'preserved'. mus thank me.

today woke up to eat breakfast. i tried going back to slp after that [as usual], but it seems that i cant slp at all. washed my shoe, bathed and then did homework. i was piaing homework till i dun feel like doing it now..once i get to those molely questions.
=T the day wasnt happy at all..

life after syf is still busy as before..now the band seems to be more bonded...and yup..more bonded..can we have a concert? i havent experienced any of the fantasia...-.-

2005-04-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

one day after syf...haha..still happi over the results. lalala.
this morning woke up. ate breakfast then went back to sleep till 3 plus. woke up becos i was hungry. felt like a pig. especially after syf, cos i was trying to slim down b4 syf..if not i cant wear my skirt. oops..i grew fat. today had bowls of rice and soup..with vanilla ICECREAM!! yumyum.
homework?
today abandon la. tml then do. mus really enjoy my day.. relax- a form of celebration i think. wa..cant relli imagine life without band..without playing my dear instru.. band rox. my instru rox. i luv my clarinet more than anything else..hahax.. =D

syf

2005-04-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

gold wif honours..finally..

wadda

2005-04-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

shit!! wat did i do. all the lyrics gone sia....oh my...du diao..wat happened?!

syf countdown

2005-04-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

6 more days to syf...

leaving soon

2005-04-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

todae didnt get to play at the rehearsal.
i found out that we were leaving band soon after syf,
then gim cried.
haiyo..
hao kuai wor.
four years so fast then graduate le
audition
duno whether to join band
mr lim
struggling to play el cumbanchero
seniors punished cyn n me for bein late for sectionals
direct seniors frm yahting to audris then still got clarice
one to one sectionals at audris house
marching lessons at yuhua
abandoned postcard and played to the summit
sec three yuhua n rv combined alumni
key pad came out uniform buttons dropped
culture nite
sun tanning at sentosa then my back was peeling for a wk
first sight of gim: gryphon house tee wif unkempt hair :)
exco interview
qm
asl
central band for syf
band fiesta left file in the bandrm
moving the new band rm
always get scolded
frm seconds to first then finally to thirds
lively juniors..especially gim
band camp
and this yr syf..
=T
may hav left out sme points..i forgot.
but i think i've been relli occupied throughout my rv band life.

injured finger

2005-04-08T18:24:00.000+08:00

nv go band today.
pon ar.
no la.
jus injured my ring finger when i was playing bball.
realised this was the fifth time
..i managed to peep into the doc's records.
finger so crooked le la.